Mr. Misinterpretation

Good evening. Straight to the point, first of all, my condolences toward the victims involved in terrorist attack on UK Parliament in London if I’m not mistaken. I am a student and rarely trying to update any news about the world because my mind has been manipulated into thinking that all the things that happens in this world are so horrible. About the endangered species, zookeepers, animal’s abuse, humanity has gone nowhere and made me think that, “what kind world that I’m living it!?” No more happy news these days made me feel disappointed to myself for not contributing anything that can help world in poverty, animal’s life has been taken away freely by human, human being judged by others people. I just I don’t know. I scrolled through #trending site on twitter and found out that words “Muslims” are world widely trending.  I just wanted to know why and found out that hatred everywhere, post, quote, retweet, comment, reply… Wow… People, how much you hate Muslim? And I even wondering, why you guys bother to #banIslam? Seriously, why. I found that all of the haters saying that Islam is peace and now is no more peace. I even found out a quote.

You must be asking why I even bother to scroll the #trending site talking about hating on Islam. My intention is I want to correct what you guys have thinking about the religion. Seriously, you have to know the difference between religion and believer. The religion, Islam, is just perfectly fine because it is depending on two reliable sources which are Al-Quran and Hadith. Believer, who is holding on to religion, we call as Muslim. Muslim is human, human is not perfect and does make mistake. But, it doesn’t mean that I agree the terrorist attack that has happened recently. It is totally horrible and unacceptable in humanity. Islam also does not asking the believers to attack and making war with people. All the things said in Al-Quran and Hadith are truly guidelines heading to peaceful environment. It is just that, us, human, sometimes misinterpreted and study the two sources with devils. Why we call as that? When we want to learn about Al-Quran and Hadith, we should not let ourselves understand it alone. We need reliable and trustworthy teachers to teach us with detailed explanation. You cannot simply make assumption and not all the things can be taken based on logical perspective. You need the proof to what understanding you believe that your logic is the truth.

I cannot believe you keep comparing Christian and Muslim. Why it is always Muslim must be the one, the victim of all the problems in the world? It is because you are living with negativity, you are egomaniac, and you cannot lower your ego because you cannot accept the truth. You hate the truth. You are always interpreting some conditions with bad thought. About the terrorist attack, there is no such things in Islam. Islam does not allow its believer to make war, to get into fighting. In the same time, the believers are human and human does mistake. We are not perfect. Our religion is perfect and we aren’t. When we get sinned, we will repent only to Allah but mistakes can happen again. That is what we call human does not perfect except Nabi Muhammad SAW, our prophet, the person who brings the beautiful message to the world. Get a life, bro, when the hatred fully take over your body, the truth is always false in your eyes even though about small matters. Do not fall into devil’s step. If you want to be the devils, just keep it to yourself, don’t bother to ask other people to join your propaganda.


About what Taslima has quoted and I don’t even know who she is, the word she’s saying not the truth. You have to be detailed when it comes to Al-Quran. You cannot understand directly from the word in Al-Quran, you have to learn in detailed about the explanation. That is why Allah gives us brain to think, not just jumping to conclusion. It is too far away…


Be Wise, Man!

I don’t really get it. I thought that for those who are chosen to be a leader supposed to show positive vibes and spread love, not hatred. I mean, for those who are really demonstrate their kindness, responsibility and running the position with integrity and honesty, so, GOOD JOB and WELL DONE!!! I don’t agree if the leader will be too ambitious about their goal especially when it comes to Islam religion. (Im talking about Trump). They really hate Islam. And, me, as Muslim, wonder why, why they should bother about Islam, though? They should just focus on their country and make their people have a good life. They really hate Islam as if my religion is going to spread the biggest virus in the world. No. Not at all. Islam is the only religion who taught the believers to spread kindness and positivity. I think, for those who really hate Islam and does not have any logical thinking on why must hate Islam, must be mentally abused by their blackened heart. They must be easily manipulated by the spread of media about negative sides of Islam. Actually, Islam does not have negative sides but it actually depends on the believers who brings the name of Islam. Islam is not at fault. As usual, we are also human, always does silly mistake but we can learn from the mistake.

For those who hate Islam, they must be having conflict with their depression in their life and cannot decide well- cannot distinguish between bad and good things. Are you serious, you guys who hate Islam so much cannot distinguish between positive and negative? I have to recommend to you, you have to calm down yourself and do what makes you happy. Why bother to hate Islam that does not even try to disturb your life? Why do you think Islam is going to disturb your life, anyway, for those who are hating Islam? Islam is the only religion will bring you back to the right path. You just hate it because you trying to deny the truth, the real truth. You hate to think that Islam is too perfect, then, you directly jump to conclusion that Islam is not suitable for your life. Islam does not even force you to be one of the believers but you can read and make research on the facts via Al-Quran and Hadis and Sunnah.

In my opinion, there must be a solid reason why that leader really hate Islam. It must be a conspiracy. Actually, there is nothing to be worried and hate about Islam. Nothing. Islam is doing nothing wrong. It is only you who are misunderstanding the real condition and the facts behind it. I just want some peaceful country and I hope we are all living in His mercy. Amin….

Spread love, not hatred!

Be wise!

Hey, we are all have one dream, to be the only the best of human race who can spread positivity and kindness to all over the world. Don’t ever fall into the trap that offer you wealth and power under any circumstances. Because, it will show your own personality. We deserve better to contribute the best thing in people live which is PEACE.

We are the world, we are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me




No, No, Im not UPSET

I took my glasses off and sitting silently while my eyes starring down the pale wall blankly. It was feeling as if I was hypnotized by the gaze swirling around the retina. The silent fulfill the space in the room and there just the sound of television in the living room. I am thinking about the future in front of my eyes that kept swirling. I closed my eyes tightly to forget about the future and the mistakes in the past that I have done.

Mistakes in the past should not be repeated in the present to get a bright future. But, it was as if I can predict the future by telling the way I act in present. The indecision, anxiety, nervous and madness are making me more upset. It is not too late to change myself but the fear of failure and fear of confronting the implication making me more upset.

Trusting too much, so naive, confusion and being introvert is not the best thing happens to my personal life. I have got to hold a lot of burden by caring the each others’ heart. It is so painstakingly when there is nobody care and even give some supports. Nobody is knowing about my effort except Him. I don’t even know who I am today? Every part of me is tearing apart and some of the pieces have lost in the air. Am I the same person at the back in time? Then, why things keep changing? I am grown up but.. as Greg Heffley has ever said in his movie “Diary of Wimpy Kid” about his friend, Rowley Jefferson, “He doesn’t even know about the concept of being grown up.” Even though they were in high school, Rowley still cannot pickup the concept of being mature because he was saying “play” instead of “hangout” .

Sometimes, I was so mixed up. Everything that I have decided did not fall into its place. Everything I do~ just making me more confused. Because the way decision was made is based on more to care about another person or, even more confuse, the decision was happening just because I don’t want to face the reality.

Then, I wonder, my childhood memories are mostly full of happiness and positive vibes. I was being myself at all and I did not even care how much devil’s talking in my mind, trying to spread the infection. I was just thinking about play and fun! But, the time passes so fast, that I didn’t even catch up to be a grown person. I have been a person who doesn’t want to accept the fact that I have grown up and more responsibility must be taking care of. No more play, no more childish, no more sulking like a little girl and the only thing left for me to survive this life full of fake people is focusing on the goal that I’ve been imagining in my mind.

Imagining and dreaming are just the best words to describe my life. No effort to make it become true. So, I sit down, breathe in and out smoothly, wondering, until when I am going to stay like this??!!! I cannot expect people to help me, accompany me to reach the success road. They have their own road, so they would not go in my way because it is impossible to get in others people’s shoes. Nobody wants it, though. Others people’s shoes may hold the large trouble, so they don’t want to risk it. So, as conclusion, I’ve got to find my own way, with His will, I will get on the peak of mountain of success. In Syaa Allah.


A little luck can go a long way
So don’t you worry about what people say
Who knows when the wind may blow
For an ordinary girl….
I’m just an ordinary girl